@shereallysaidmeganslaw: thank you, you're right. its just the initial shock of an R that has me spun up. especially because i missed the E wave on wednesday and was feeling delusional and hopeful
tedious is taking the words out of my mouth. Pug you are more than a number, the cumulation of your experiences, intelligence and potential cannot be reflected in the few metrics that mean so much to schools (not everything ik, but still a lot). As a fellow survivor (hate that term but you know what i mean), i understand being tired, and the torment of dealing with institutional barriers. Im sorry shit sucks, and even thou youve had success at other prestigous institutions this cycle, its okay to be upset about what youve faced. It doesnt make you ungrateful, it makes you a human who feels shitty just like everyone else when faced with rejection. Sorry for the essay, but pug was so real i wanted to be real with pug and offer my support.
Then just work your ass off. Especially you're 1L year. Pretty much your whole career in BL is determined by your 1L. Cuz you start interviewing as soon as you're back your second year pretty much.
your* ugh i'm so embarrassing, texting has ruined me. i never type the right you're/your there/their anymore! I have become the very thing i hated the most! jk but i am really dumb now
pug
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@SameSuperLeopard: i really appreciate that and @tedioussparrow and @manifest you guys are all too kind. ill definitely be fine, and much more tan in austin than i wouldve been in chicago so theres that.
Right, I do plan on working my ass off 1L. I just also recently heard that pre-OCI is this new secret thing that elevates some people and screws some people over, and I got worried about that.